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I Choose Darkness

by Jenny Lawson

2022•EN
About the book

Jenny Lawson’s collection of humorous personal essays focuses on the intersection of chronic physical illness and clinical depression. She details her daily reality living with rheumatoid arthritis and the administrative burden of medical insurance, often using taxidermy and absurd social interactions as comedic anchors. The text focuses on the concept of radical honesty regarding suicidal ideation and the internal conflict between wanting to hide from the world and the necessity of staying present for family. She documents her experiences with Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation and the specific, often bizarre, anxieties that accompany long-term mental health treatment.

This book serves readers who manage lifelong psychiatric conditions or autoimmune disorders and seek humor that does not rely on toxic positivity. Those who appreciate blunt, self-deprecating accounts of social phobia find a sense of community here. Readers walk away with a vocabulary for discussing the specific exhaustion of medical maintenance and a reminder that surviving a difficult day is a tangible achievement. It provides a perspective where mental struggles are treated as a permanent reality rather than a temporary problem to be solved.

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Inward-looking; an easy read.

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Published
2022
Language
EN

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